
Today I wanted a piercing. It would help channel my pain elsewhere for the 6 months while it healed. Today I wanted to eat gourmet food to celebrate your life and love for finer things in life. Today I wanted a slice of Chocolate fudge cake because a memory of a birthday we celebrated came to mind. Today I wanted to have your friends over; our mutual friends and just remember you.
All I did today was breathe, hold the tears before they fell on my cheeks and write because I needed an outlet. I will never really mourn you enough, I’ll never get to terms with your death.
I finally get to start the blog and with this, I will get to experience your world of IT just as much as I have embraced football. I do have some traits that were very much your tendency. Your clothes no longer smell like you but they fit me perfectly. Your presence is everywhere and nowhere in particular. I miss you.
