Heaven visiting hours

Wouldn’t it be nice

seeing our loved ones who’ve gone ahead of us

Just for an hour

I know its not enough but I would take that

Going through each day remembering what they loved, what they could have said, how things could be different and much as it hurts, It is one day closer to meeting them.

I don’t fear death, I have people waiting on the other side, It would be lonely if I had no one.

I am scared thinking of it as heaven and Hell. I would rather have it as a waiting room. You know how waiting rooms either have background music, a screen distracting you and probably a machine calling out ticket numbers. Some waiting rooms have a water dispenser, It is really important to get hydrated.

Much as I cannot visit you, I do believe you visit me every so often.

Just yesterday, you came through for me and It was so evident I could not miss noticing that was you.

Candles on a cake would have been much better but I light you vanilla and sandalwood, I hope you like the fragrance as much as I do.

Happy 35th Night.